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i don’t want you here, living inside my head
questioning every decision,
every move I make,
putting useless worry into my mind,
creating chaos that cannot be calmed with relaxation or meditation
you want to destroy me
make me feel as if I cannot get better, heal, or live a happy life
i want to be lifted up
encouraged,
experience true peace,
so find a new place to reside
i am kicking you out
for good
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I envisioned speaking to anxiety and/or depression when reading this.
Not sure how you meant it, but praying for you!
God loves you and wants you to know He desires you to have power, love, and a sound mind.
“For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.” 2 Timothy 1:7 KJV
Anyone who wants you to be tormented with fear is not part of the perfect love of God.
“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.” – 1 John 4:18 KJV
Me and God love you, Wendi! We cherish you and want only perfect love for you! ❤
Jesus has thought you were worth it from the day He stretched out His arms for YOU!
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you read this beautifully Gail. chronic illness had created so much anxiety and fear……..today, I determined to kick it out of my life. I pray continuously for help and I feel as if my prayers are starting to be answered! Bless you for taking the time to leave such beautiful passages for me to read.
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Remember this feeling of determination. When you feel your resolve slip and the voices and anxiety coming back, think about how you feel now. Get rid of them, they have no place in your life anymore, they’re no use to you. I need to do the same to my own demons. Let’s get ’em gone & close the door! Great piece, Wendi xx
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you are absolutely right Caz! I so wish I could bottle the energy and strength that was coursing through my veins as I wrote this piece! as you know CI can wear to down until you feel as if you have nothing left and then the uncertainty and fear……….i am going to do my best to kick all that crap out of my head and i wish the very same for you my dear. Seal the demons out! Bless you for taking the time to visit and leaving such an awesome comment, I appreciate you!
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I felt the pain, and knew if you can remain steadfast in your ideas in this blog post, you may win through. It isn’t easy, living with any chronic illness, people will continually misunderstand you, you will find yourself second-guessing what others think, and even what you even think, sometimes, or often.
Keep doing what helps you to stay going well, look to help and accept it, because helping will help everyone involved, the one helping and the one helped. Life lived that way will be a good life!
Best love to you!
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Carolyn………thank you SO very much for leaving such lovely, kind, insightful and loving comments. I deeply appreciate you taking the time to do this and your encouragement is deeply appreciated. Bless you!
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Thank you Wendi, be the person you were always meant to be, you know who that person is, in your heart and mind, you can feel that person.
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You are absolutely right Carolyn! thank you for understanding and taking the time to care. i deeply appreciate it.
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May you be encouraged today and each day Wendi! Wishing you peace and wonderful blessings.
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Thank you so very much for your constant kindness, I truly appreciate it.
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Blessings!
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Perfect 👍 …more power to you🤗
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thank you so very much Sakshi for the encouragement, you are awesome!
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My pleasure 😊❤️
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🙂
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The ending is great!
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thank you for your kindness Sadje! I really appreciate it.
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You’re most welcome dear Wendi.
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bless you! 🙂
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😍
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Wonderful attitude Wendi and a fantastic and creative poem! Keep going – you’ll kick pain’s ass ;O) xx
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thank you so very much! I LOVE the idea of me kicking ass! bless you for the encouragement!
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That’s the spirit!
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🙂 thank you so very much! 🙂
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yea we should all evict misery and harmful emotions, give them no room to breath!
with your determined resilience you will get there … I have faith in YOU ❤
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thank you so very much Kate! I love the words “give them no room to breath” what a wonderfully, beautiful, helpful sentence! bless you my dear……..i so appreciate your words!
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I often used to think of stamping them out like a grass fire … whatever works for you, visualise it and do it ❤
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love that visualization too Kate, thank you so very much!
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always welcome Wendi 🙂
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you are awesome!
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I love this!!
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Thank you so very much Marcia, I really appreciate your kind words and taking time to stop by and visit. May your day bring you smiles!
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Nice
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🙂 thank you so much! 🙂
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Loved it – the conundrum of myriad thoughts taking the peace way in mind – so beautiful expressed
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thank you so very much! i really appreciate your kindness!
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My absolute pleasure
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bless you!
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😊🌸
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I found the imposed stillness of illness (rhyme not intended) unleashed a torrent of suppressed thoughts and emotions. You’ve captured it well here.
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thank you so very much VJ, it really means a lot to me that you understood what I was trying to convey. 🙂 bless you.
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You are so welcome Wendi. Seems we share a lot.
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yes, it really does.
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https://hearttokens.home.blog/2019/07/18/a-different-3-2-1-quote-me/
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Wendi you are not on your own with this torment and it just takes perseverance. Every time I hear words I no longer wish to interact with. I say be gone this is no longer me. I refuse to listen to you. I ask Jesus Christ to cast out the evil and transmute it to nothingness. I ask Our Heavenly Father to fill the gaps with Joy.
You must fill the gap with joy or soul love or another negative will walk in to take its place.
Infuriating Wendi it is. Evil tries to keep gnawing away at us to break us down. We have to slam shut and seal all the doors and portals to hell so none can enter again and ask for your blessings from Our Heavenly to constantly flow through you.
Take care you are a special soul this is why they attack you so.
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wow………this is exactly how I have been feeling, needing to seal all the doors and holes into my soul to keep the evil out. I do pray, constantly, for God to keep me in His grace. Thank you so very much for writing that I am a special soul……..living ill for so many years, you feel defective, unloved and unworthy. God bless you for taking the time to stop by and leave such helpful and loving words, I am truly blessed by your kindness.
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You are very welcome. I can relate to you completely have been healing many years, many illnesses. Take care
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thank you so very much! 🙂
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Excellent..
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God bless you!
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Thank you for sharing!!.. 🙂 Listen to your heart instead of your mind (especially that of others) and you will be fine… 🙂
“Don’t be pushed around by the fears in your mind. Be led by the dreams in your heart.” ― Roy T. Bennett
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bless you!
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Make sure the person never returns
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🙂 thank you so very much for taking time to stop by and visit, I truly appreciate it and love the encouragement.
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Sometimes it gets so frustrating when the depression takes you over and makes you doubt your every decision every step you take in your life. Its better to nip the evil in the bud.
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thank you so very much Megha for taking the time to visit and leave such a thoughtful comment, I deeply appreciate it. may your day bring you blessings filled with smiles. 🙂
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Thanks so much Wendi and wishing you the same.
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bless you!
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Kick ’em out Wendi!! Those fears and doubts have no hold over you!
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God bless you Stuart for your encouragement. I truly appreciate your kind and thoughtful words!
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It is my pleasure sis! God bless you as well 🙂
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🙂
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You know that sadly I understand your words all to well. The ego installs fear and lives off of misery. We can’t be strong all the time and sometimes the fear catches up. But just like everything else it changes and better moments are ahead. You are a fighter and this is not how your story ends. You’re just human and I love your fighting spirit.
I may have some things that can help hopefully soon and hope has returned into my life. Stay tuned. ❤️
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bless you for your thoughtful and encouraging words my dear! yes, instilling fear is something my brain is way too good at, and i am sick and tired of it!
so glad you are here on WP.
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As am I for you Wendi. You are such a light and blessing and I am grateful for you. Keep fighting the good fight. You are amazing and you are far ahead by just being aware. ❤️
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bless you for your kindness always! i so appreciate you.
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Right back at you lovely
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thank you! 🙂
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To the curb, no more trash talk… for a heart predestined to thrive! God bless!
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LOVE this Warren! thank you for the pep talk, it is deeply appreciated it!
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You’re welcome!
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This is a wonderful reminder for all
of us dealing with chronic illness. Thanks so much for sharing it☀️💚☀️.
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thank you so very much! I am sorry you live with a chronic illness too, but I am glad the poem resonated with you. 🙂 may your day bring you smiles. 🙂
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Thanks!😊
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There’s such strength in what you’ve written here, YES!!
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Bless you Christy for your lovely and encouraging words! 🙂
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This was a very powerful post!🙌
https://hearttokens.home.blog/2019/07/18/a-different-3-2-1-quote-me/
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thank you so very much!
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That’s the spirit, Wendi!!
Such powerful words expressed so deeply, you can feel the passion. Pull down every negative thought and doubt. Replace with words that birth life, wellness and restoration. You are victorious.
Yonnie💜🌸
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i always LOVE reading your comments Yonnie. i really appreciate you!
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Wendi thanks so much for your love and support
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it is truly my pleasure.
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😊🌸
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I’m reminded of this song in relation to your post. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0wpP5o7xpI
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thank you so very much for leaving such a lovely comment. I checked out the song, it is beautiful……..and if only it were a guy. but it’s my chronic illness. i think a guy would be easier! 🙂
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Very Good indeed!
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thank you so vey much! 🙂 God bless you for your kind and generous words.
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🙂
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Wendi, this was so beautiful and full of emotions. I hope you never forget how amazing you are and your strength and determination shine through with everything you write. I am in awe of what you write and value you so much! I know I have told you before, but you are a beautiful person inside and out!
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thank you so very much Alyssa! when you write such beautifully nice things I am truly humbled and at a loss of words………..thank you for your friendship, it means so very much to me.
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thank you so very, very much! I am humbled! 🙂
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I wrote a similar thing about kicking the devil out of my head a while ago. That’s the start. “Resist him and he will flee from you” James 4:7
There is power in declaring the Word of God! Well done.
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thank you……..yes, I pray and talk to God, a lot. 🙂 may your day be blessed.
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God bless you too!
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thank you so very much!
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A hot kick out of our minds. The liar that he is will be revealed, but God’s truth will set us free. Well done.
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🙂 you are absolutely right! thank you so very much for your visit and leaving such thoughtful and kind comments. they are deeply appreciated.
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I totally enjoyed reading your posts, and I’m looking forward to reading more.
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bless you for your kindness…………
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