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no one can truly understand the pain and discomfort of living
to understand the masks put on every day, to live within the confines of this society, not to be viewed as worthless, useless, in a culture that wants fast paced living, quick movements, immediate answers, a fountain of youth, boundless energy, radiating health………..
we struggle to even maneuver down this path……….it is twisting, turning sharply with multiple bumps in the road
it’s a lonely road we roam…………..the desperation, the clinging onto hope, the desire to feel normal……………it is astounding thoughts of healing we try to keep alive – pushed to the back of our minds so not to be overwhelmed with the thoughts of what might be.
the road is endless and uncharted. it is an intimidating place to ramble as the fog covers the path – your view is obscured…………you have no ability to see where you are going.
it’s like taking a trip, to an unknown place without any clue to where you are going or how you are going to get there…………..not a path I would have chosen to take, but one I am on nonetheless.
Spoken from heart … words which touch the soul .
Wishing you health and happiness with joy and spirituality ✨
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thank you so very much for your kind and thoughtful words……….truly appreciated.
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I get it friend. Love your honesty. Keep on keepin’ in lady.
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Thank you so much Julie…………I am so sorry that you “get” it.
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Hi wendi I can totally relate to the pain of recovering. I still can not lay on my side when i sleep. That heart surgery they cut both sides of my chest. Sucks but my heart is working right finally after close to a year of shorting out. The one wire that keeps my heart running after 20 years is now replaced with a new wire. Smiling from ear to ear almost lol Great post and keep being positive my friend !!
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Thank you so much. I am sorry that you are having to recover, but I am glad your heart is now fixed…….and has many, many more years ahead of it!
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Yes, having many many more years left on my heart is awesome !! Thanks wendi !!
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amen!
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So heart felt and so sad but beautifully written. Sending virtual hugs Wendi 🤗
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thank you so very much………..i appreciate your kind words.
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Nicely written. God bless you!
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thank you so very much Christy………may God bless you also.
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The despair of living this life and the uncertainties that looms. You poured your heart out Wendi. Love and peace to you
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thank you………..
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My pleasure
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I’ve nominated you for the Sunshine Blogger Award 🙂
https://momlifewithchiari.com/2018/06/18/sunshine-blogger-award-2/
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Thank you so very much Ana………..you are so kind and thoughtful and I deeply appreciate you thinking of me!
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I can relate with you. I suffer from chronic pain in my neck and back from previous Car Accidents that left me 12 years later at 41, with Osteoarthritis. I also suffer from Depression and anxiety which can make my pain worse. I often feel broken, but take it one day at a time and a lot of praying. I have gotten better at saying No, and I need help. Easier said than done.
Thank you for sharing and anyone struggling with Pain, you are all in my prayers in Missouri😊
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I am so sorry to read that you can relate, as being ill is so mentally and physically difficult and God bless you for pushing yourself to keep going day after day.
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Ty Wendi! It means more than you know.
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I feel your struggle. May I ask how you keep your hope alive and keep depression and anxiety at bay? I love hearing other’s peoples journeys with chronic pain.
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Heartfelt piece! May strength and peace be your portion!
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thank you so very much Warren.
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You’re welcome!
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Never feel like you are alone, we are all on this road, maybe on a different path, but in the end, the same….
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thank you……….i know there are unfortunately many people on a similar path…….but it can still feel so lonely just the same…….
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I feel the loneliness every day….. even with family living with me…. and so many out there listening…. it is lonely inside my head…….
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I get it my friend………..and I am very sorry.
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And I am for you too…
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thank you…………we can do this, we can do what we can to live as healthy as possible.
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I am sorry you are so lonely. I know how it feels to have someone live with you that does not “get it.” Some of the closest people to me still think I am just being lazy and unorganized and that really hurts. Connecting with others with my blog has reversed that hurt and has given me such validation.
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I have never been in your shoes, but I do firmly believe there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Don;t give in to the darkness, and keep fighting the good fight. you can do it.
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thank you so very much…….i really hope the light is the sun………and not a train!
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There is no train. It is a shining beacon of light soon to come your way.
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thank you SO much for the encouragement. you are very kind!
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You are very welcome. I hope it helps.
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..always…..thank you again.
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Love this. I can relate to the so much. People not truly understanding how you feel. I feel way older than I actually am because of my illness and I can relate to putting on a mask.
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I am so very sorry that you can relate to this, but I am thankful that you enjoyed reading it. Thank you for taking time to visit.
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You seem like the kind of friend that I just sit silence somewhere on a couch, a beach, riding along on a long journey with… but without either of us having to say a word, and randomly turn to each other with a simple nod of the head and maybe a “uh huh… yep” and then go right back to the silence. Hours later we would’ve felt like we had such a deep and heartfelt conversation that we both so desperately needed. ❤
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wow……….Gail, thank you for such a lovely compliment. And yes, I really think you are right…..we could just sit and be and know that it is ok to have beautiful silence between friends and especially friends that understand.
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Amen! God is so awesome like that!
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yes!
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Our bodies are made to last a long time. Whatever your age, pain and suffering does come and go.
Your mental and spiritual health are in good condition. They will help you recover from your
physical challenges. Be patient. Be kind to yourself. Love yourself. Reinforce all things positive.
This is an excellent post. Thank you so much for your visits, they are greatly appreciated.
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Thank YOU for your encouragement and very kind words, they are deeply appreciated.
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This is what I enjoy reading. Realism! We tend to like to hide behind a happy face and put on a happy show for everyone. Just tell me how you really feel. There’s nothing wrong with being a human being.
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thank you so much for your appreciation!
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